I really need to learn
Maybe my resolution, if I made them, should be to not be nice.
To not protect anyone's feelings, those I care about and even those I DON'T know.
This time I'm guilty of lying by omission.
I was trying to protect someone I knew and even someone I didn't at the same time and it backfired.
And 2 other people tried to keep me out of it for that reason.
And now they're in trouble, I'm in trouble...I can't win, I'm so tired of trying to keep the peace.
At least that was one thing that someone was right about...is I will cover for other people to keep people from being mad at one another.
I didn't want anyone getting hurt, but it seems that even when I'm trying to do the right thing, it's the wrong thing and someone gets mad, someone gets hurt, and I look like the bad guy.
And at this point, I can't even care.
I've seen that people will believe whatever they want anyway...pick and chose who they want to believe...and still talk about people.
I wasn't going to repeat things that were said because I don't like gossip. And there are things still unsaid that I'm not repeating. It would be a huge thing and I refuse to be responsible or to blame for it all.
I'm tired.
I apologize for all of it, any of it, whatever I'm thought to be guilty of, I'm sorry for the tsunami, snow in Texas, coal in your stocking, Dick Clarks' stroke...whatever.
I don't care from now on what is being said about someone else...I'm not saying another word. If I don't talk, I can't be guilty of anything.
I was never trying to prove anyone was a liar...I was trying to keep someone from being hurt and the other person from being.......whatever they told another person they were being.
I can't even explain it because it puts it all out there and then MORE shit gets started.
I'm not verifying info, not covering, not anything that can put me in the hot seat in any way...because it isn't worth it, stress and having to explain or apologize.
So I'm sticking to posting about things like the animals, my best friends in Chicago, and Alaska, and everything but this.
I will make one's excuses for leaving, new job and going back to school possibly and that's that.
Nothing more, nothing less.
To not protect anyone's feelings, those I care about and even those I DON'T know.
This time I'm guilty of lying by omission.
I was trying to protect someone I knew and even someone I didn't at the same time and it backfired.
And 2 other people tried to keep me out of it for that reason.
And now they're in trouble, I'm in trouble...I can't win, I'm so tired of trying to keep the peace.
At least that was one thing that someone was right about...is I will cover for other people to keep people from being mad at one another.
I didn't want anyone getting hurt, but it seems that even when I'm trying to do the right thing, it's the wrong thing and someone gets mad, someone gets hurt, and I look like the bad guy.
And at this point, I can't even care.
I've seen that people will believe whatever they want anyway...pick and chose who they want to believe...and still talk about people.
I wasn't going to repeat things that were said because I don't like gossip. And there are things still unsaid that I'm not repeating. It would be a huge thing and I refuse to be responsible or to blame for it all.
I'm tired.
I apologize for all of it, any of it, whatever I'm thought to be guilty of, I'm sorry for the tsunami, snow in Texas, coal in your stocking, Dick Clarks' stroke...whatever.
I don't care from now on what is being said about someone else...I'm not saying another word. If I don't talk, I can't be guilty of anything.
I was never trying to prove anyone was a liar...I was trying to keep someone from being hurt and the other person from being.......whatever they told another person they were being.
I can't even explain it because it puts it all out there and then MORE shit gets started.
I'm not verifying info, not covering, not anything that can put me in the hot seat in any way...because it isn't worth it, stress and having to explain or apologize.
So I'm sticking to posting about things like the animals, my best friends in Chicago, and Alaska, and everything but this.
I will make one's excuses for leaving, new job and going back to school possibly and that's that.
Nothing more, nothing less.