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so yeah, anyway tonite was interesting to say the least, i enjoyed the hanging out, no matter how stupid y'all were, thanks for coming, i however hated the odd mix and dealing with those that i did not want there, and whatever pretenses they were there under,anyway, so i was really uncomfortable in the big group, it felt weird, and i know who didn't want to be there and to whom it was an obligation...i still can't stand him..it is hard to believe in forgiveness when you still hate someone, but you suck it up and let it eat at you, too much to think about...one thing though...y'all can come over whenever..really it was cool