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Its like 3 am, and my dumbass is sitting here writing a pointless entry even though I got my first class at 910 tommorow.
Lets see, since some of you I dont get talk to need an update on whats goin on, Im currently in my last semester before I start work on my major. Damn, it feels like last month that I first stepped into my dorm room at Akers and embarked on what has been the wildest and craziest year and a half of my life. I currently stand at 52 credit hours as a sophmore, which makes me a junior, credit wise......well....ok.....it makes me 4 credits short of a junior. But it makes me feel better to say that im a junior already, so fuck you if you got somethin to say. I would have been admitted to engineering school a semester early, but my Calc. II grade pulled me down to .15 below the requirment, so I gotta wait another semester.
Christmas break was fucking sweet, I think there was a point in time, where I didnt come home before 3 am for like 5 days in a row. It was just good fun getting to hang out with some people that I've really gotten to know well over the past year, and kind of found myself in the process. It hasnt come easy, but nothing good ever does. I still got haters, still got people that need to say shit, I've learned to not let that bother me as much, I cant control peoples emotions, feelings, thoughts and actions. I understand that I've done my share of things to piss people off, I can admit that, Im man enough to, I've made my share of mistakes, I've done things I've regretted, I never claimed to be perfect, I cant say that much for others. If I could start from scratch, I wouldnt change shit, same sagged pants, same cocky and arrogant attitude.
When youre shut out, you develop arrogance, you start hatin the world, you dont give a fuck about anyone. People constantly put you down, judge you, and give you shit because they dont understand what or who you are. You start not giving a fuck about people, become cold and bitter, and hate everyone around you. Until one day you realize that Karma is a bitch, and that everyone gets whats coming to them, Allah forgets no one. Thats one of the only thoughts that helps me fall sound asleep every night.
Anyways, Its getin late....err...early, see ya'll later.
Lets see, since some of you I dont get talk to need an update on whats goin on, Im currently in my last semester before I start work on my major. Damn, it feels like last month that I first stepped into my dorm room at Akers and embarked on what has been the wildest and craziest year and a half of my life. I currently stand at 52 credit hours as a sophmore, which makes me a junior, credit wise......well....ok.....it makes me 4 credits short of a junior. But it makes me feel better to say that im a junior already, so fuck you if you got somethin to say. I would have been admitted to engineering school a semester early, but my Calc. II grade pulled me down to .15 below the requirment, so I gotta wait another semester.
Christmas break was fucking sweet, I think there was a point in time, where I didnt come home before 3 am for like 5 days in a row. It was just good fun getting to hang out with some people that I've really gotten to know well over the past year, and kind of found myself in the process. It hasnt come easy, but nothing good ever does. I still got haters, still got people that need to say shit, I've learned to not let that bother me as much, I cant control peoples emotions, feelings, thoughts and actions. I understand that I've done my share of things to piss people off, I can admit that, Im man enough to, I've made my share of mistakes, I've done things I've regretted, I never claimed to be perfect, I cant say that much for others. If I could start from scratch, I wouldnt change shit, same sagged pants, same cocky and arrogant attitude.
When youre shut out, you develop arrogance, you start hatin the world, you dont give a fuck about anyone. People constantly put you down, judge you, and give you shit because they dont understand what or who you are. You start not giving a fuck about people, become cold and bitter, and hate everyone around you. Until one day you realize that Karma is a bitch, and that everyone gets whats coming to them, Allah forgets no one. Thats one of the only thoughts that helps me fall sound asleep every night.
Anyways, Its getin late....err...early, see ya'll later.