this whole situation is going right over your head...
and mine too, now that i think about it.
craziness people. simply craziness. there's too much going on for me to get a grip on anything, but at the same time i feel like i'm sitting dormant. wow, i'm a mess.
saturday was valencia with rob, which is awesome....more or less. i was so out of it that night, i felt bad for him, having to deal with me. sorry roberto. i got home around 11, and feeling implusive and restless, took mom's car and drove back to school just because i can. i talked with marianne (<3) and got home around 1:30.
sunday was a waste. got up late, missed church, but got to eat breakfast at annamarie's, be jealous. napped for 5 hours, packed, then back to school. watched gone with the wind and hung out, bed by 3am.
hopefully this week will be better. i'm hoping.
craziness people. simply craziness. there's too much going on for me to get a grip on anything, but at the same time i feel like i'm sitting dormant. wow, i'm a mess.
saturday was valencia with rob, which is awesome....more or less. i was so out of it that night, i felt bad for him, having to deal with me. sorry roberto. i got home around 11, and feeling implusive and restless, took mom's car and drove back to school just because i can. i talked with marianne (<3) and got home around 1:30.
sunday was a waste. got up late, missed church, but got to eat breakfast at annamarie's, be jealous. napped for 5 hours, packed, then back to school. watched gone with the wind and hung out, bed by 3am.
hopefully this week will be better. i'm hoping.