Heart

Sep 29, 2004 13:13

Steph said I should just appologize to Marissa. I said I wouldn't. I said there was nothing that I should appologize for, and I am going to stick with that.... I hope. Anyways, nothing I say now will matter.

When the Heartless came, everything changed...

The pumpkin ice cream with pie crust and whipped topping is soooo good. I bought a bucket of it for bible study, but I also bought a bucket of it for myself. It's just that good. I can't wait for work tonight when I can go up to someone who has never experienced the wonder of the pumpkin and tell them of the glory. They will be thrilled.

Ryan and Emily came to bible study last night. I think I like having them there at things like that. It's fun times and sometimes I feel a bit more comfortable with people that I know from somewhere else there too. I don't know why, but that's just a cool feeling. When Jenny asked if he was comin back sunday, Ryan said he'd be there, which is cool. Maybe he'll join the youth... Emily has her church stuff every sunday, so it would be difficult for her to. They both might go on the retreat. That would be really cool and it would make things less akward for me. Patrick still needs to go, so if I can get off work sunday, which shouldn't be a problem, then I want you to go!

I tried to exploit the power of darkness, but it backfired...

I think things between Emily and me aren't going to be peachy at first, but I really hope they will eventually get there. I miss that. I remember the good old days when I would come home after work, and then I would watch family guy at like 2 in the morning and then we would talk about it. That was deep. Now, things are kind of weird between us. At bible study, we were talking about moral boundaries and dating and stuff and whenever I would look over, she would give me these sketchy looks like, "Think about that!". It was just tense sometimes. She thinks the reason I broke up with her was 'bullshit', but I know she must get it, so who knows... I try hard, but I can't seem to get anything done.

Will it be he who conquers the darkness? Or will the darkness swallow him? Either way, he could be quite useful...
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