Fate....

Nov 12, 2004 13:10

Life is too short, be with the one you love...

OH OH OH! I wrote Emily a note explaining how even though I will always be waiting, it's time that I move on. Sounds weird, right? Let me explain. I need sleep. I need to pass the classes I'm in. And most importantly, I need to be happy again. I can't be stressing over this anymore. So, I've got to move on, I guess. But not completely. Just in the case of worrying. I've realized that there is nothing that I can do to change anything, so there's no point in being depressed about it. I mean, if and when Emily finally says yes, I'll be happy and we will go from there. But I'll still be happy before that. It's weird. Just don't confuse 'moving on' with 'getting over'. Simpler? I JUST NEED TO STOP WORRYING. I STILL LIKE HER LOTS. I'm sure I'll still post about it here tho, so I don't know if it's going to work. It's just the only thing I can do. Give her time, give her space.

Kristine's ex is an ass. I don't see why she likes him so much. He cheated on her once and she gave him a second chance and now he's fuckin up again. I would so punch him in the face, but I realized that if someone punched me in the face every time I made some girl mad, I'd be dead.

Ica... whatever you need kid.
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