I'm listening as it evolves in my head ♥
I can't believe what is happening to my family right now.
Not even three months have gone by since my G-pa passed away.
My mom called me Tuesday to tell me that my Aunt Ruthanne had passed away in the early morning.
You have GOT to be kidding me.
She was 55 years old.
I am absolutely devestated.
And my poor Daddy is so heartbroken.
How can someone handle losing their father and their sister with so little time in between? I mean .. life happens and people are born and then they die. I just didn't think it was necessary to cause so much damage to one very close family in such a short amount of time.
I'm mad, but I'm so so sad. And I want to know why this is happening.
I want to know why this is the second time in 2011 that I have to attend a wake at the same funeral home and why I have to attend a funeral service at the same church.
I want to know why God is making my family go through this again. Why my Daddy has to suffer like this and why my Uncle Kenny and cousin Brian have now lost a second member of their four person family. It's only been 6 years since JayJay passed away.
It's only been 2 months and 7 days since my G-pa passed away.
It's been 2 days since my Aunt Ru passed away.
My Dad thinks that the doctors messed up her surgery/procedure this past weekend. He wants an autopsy to be done. I swear to god if they are responsible .. they don't know what this family can bring or what's coming to them.
But to tell you the truth?
I'm not as strong as I look.
I'mbalancingononefinewire
Not even three months have gone by since my G-pa passed away.
My mom called me Tuesday to tell me that my Aunt Ruthanne had passed away in the early morning.
You have GOT to be kidding me.
She was 55 years old.
I am absolutely devestated.
And my poor Daddy is so heartbroken.
How can someone handle losing their father and their sister with so little time in between? I mean .. life happens and people are born and then they die. I just didn't think it was necessary to cause so much damage to one very close family in such a short amount of time.
I'm mad, but I'm so so sad. And I want to know why this is happening.
I want to know why this is the second time in 2011 that I have to attend a wake at the same funeral home and why I have to attend a funeral service at the same church.
I want to know why God is making my family go through this again. Why my Daddy has to suffer like this and why my Uncle Kenny and cousin Brian have now lost a second member of their four person family. It's only been 6 years since JayJay passed away.
It's only been 2 months and 7 days since my G-pa passed away.
It's been 2 days since my Aunt Ru passed away.
My Dad thinks that the doctors messed up her surgery/procedure this past weekend. He wants an autopsy to be done. I swear to god if they are responsible .. they don't know what this family can bring or what's coming to them.
But to tell you the truth?
I'm not as strong as I look.
I'mbalancingononefinewire