Something to write about

Feb 19, 2004 20:33

well i am extremely bored so i may as well try to write something here.
my lifes been alright lately i guess, but i guess it could be better...well ill start off i still think sarah and amanda should get along egein, its strange not seeing them get along, they had so much fun together, but with some problem which i cant even remember... so they both have some negative things about them, but doesnt everyone? i just think they should kiss and make up.... well maybe not kiss, but hug at least. i like hugs, noone hugs poor ol me.
but back to how my life could be better because that prolly why you people are reading this... if you read this at all... yah i have to say this valentines day sucked, nothing special happened, plus that reminded me of how long ive been single now... ugh. im finally starting to realize how much i miss having a girlfriend... i miss just having someone to hold in my arms... but i guess i forgot about all that in recent times.. now all of a sudden ive been feelings like nobody cares about me
kinda creepy really, i see all these people thgether with their boyfriends'girlfriends and i realize that i got noone.
i hyave the song breaking the habit on repeat right now.. i dont know why but it cheers me up
on the ashley subject because i bet everyones wondering how i feel about her now... i think im finnaly more or less over her, im trying to be a a good friend seeing as thats what i seem to be good at. but you never know.. doesnt seem like im a doing a very good job at keeping her attention, she rarely talks to me now, i figure i should just stop talking to her and only talk to her if she says something first and see how that goes.
my god this is prolly the longest post ive made yet, seeings as i prolly got more to say i just cant think of it right now.
well i have to admit this song is helping me think. i dont know why but its definately helping, i guess ill just write about other stuff i can think of, such as how boring my house is and how bored im gonna be this weekend.... yah all i got to do at my house right now is go on my computer.. which isnt very exciting seeings as i run outta things to do then i get bored and fall asleep or something
i have no clothes at this moment, kinda creepy, im wearing a pair of jeans which looks quite a bit like every eingle pair i have. and a white shirt... ugh i hate white on myself.. i think im gonna get my hair cut this weekend... im getting tired of long hair.. its just getting in my way..not like i need this mop on my head anyways, id rather just get it shorter and spike it

i guess ill finish off here seeing as i got too much to say and i know you wanna read this

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