Nov 02, 2005 20:48
So
I was a gnome for Halloween. That was fun. A lawn gnome to be specific. Highly amusing, much more than I could have dreamt. Its been almost a week since the party and people are still talking bout it. Crazyness
Its already November. Its kind of freaking me out. I really need to buckle down with school. Ive been saying that for like 10 years. I also need to clean my room...sigh
So
I don't know what God wants from me. I'm afraid to ask though.
Appearantly I don't open up enough. Weird, I know, but there are parts of my heart only God knows about. Hmm. Interesting.
I never thought that I would lose my mind, that I could control this. Never thought that Id be left behind, that I was stronger than you.
If only I knew what Id done, you know so why don't you tell me! And I, I would bring down the moon and the sun, to show how much I care.
Dont wanna lose you now, I know we can win this. Dont wanna lose you now, no never again
I got this feeling your not gonna stay, its burning with in me. The fear of losing of slipping away, it just keeps getting closer.
What ever reason to leave that Ive had, my place is always besides you. And I wish that I didnt need you so bad, your face just wont go away.