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so i think im having dinner with brian tonite. i keep thinking it will be weird but hopefully it will just be fun. and this weekend or next weekend i am going to great america with gabe. that should be fun. i had a lot of fun at that party with him and manda. i think that we should do it again. its weird that i met him in mexico in july and we are still talking. i hope that we stay friends because hes a nice guy. i have alot of "nice guy" friends rite now that could be potential "more than friends" but i just dont feel the same way. i think its because i dont want to think about it while im still with jon. i want to start looking but i dont because its not why i want to break up with jon. i dont want it to seem like that either. i dunno. but i do want someone to hold me at night and keep me warm. is that too much to ask?