boy have things changed
well here i am in my sister's house working @ jack in the crack, still stripin' still breathing. ben and jon have left, jon is the proud superviser @ a meat packin plant and ben well he's still a shit head. me...? im fucking out.... im out of everything i don't really do e-n thing but work now, i have no time.
i'v found myself someone who look's @ things the same as i do, who speak's the words i do and who feel's the way i do, becuz we r the same. i love him, his name is Phillip and he is the most wonderful person i have ever been blessed 2 even viddy. i can not explain how it is that i feel about him, but i know that he feels it 2. 4 once in my life i am happy, it is becuz of him that i can look @ myself and say everythings okay now and w/or w/out him i'll be alright. i do thing's 4 myself now, i get up, i go 2 work, i take care of shit. i don't do drugs n-e more. im good 2 go.
i miss the old day's i miss the fucking house, i miss gary and erin fuckin in the bath room and joe being drunk ass hell talkin bout bedazzler and so crazy ass shit, i miss scotty and the boys comin ova and watchin porno @ party's and the cop's being called on us. i love all u guys. thanx 4 sharing some of yer life w/me :D
i miss u guys, try 2 keep in touch..561-8440 call me some time.
well that's about it 4 now i'll wright more latter on this week.
i'v found myself someone who look's @ things the same as i do, who speak's the words i do and who feel's the way i do, becuz we r the same. i love him, his name is Phillip and he is the most wonderful person i have ever been blessed 2 even viddy. i can not explain how it is that i feel about him, but i know that he feels it 2. 4 once in my life i am happy, it is becuz of him that i can look @ myself and say everythings okay now and w/or w/out him i'll be alright. i do thing's 4 myself now, i get up, i go 2 work, i take care of shit. i don't do drugs n-e more. im good 2 go.
i miss the old day's i miss the fucking house, i miss gary and erin fuckin in the bath room and joe being drunk ass hell talkin bout bedazzler and so crazy ass shit, i miss scotty and the boys comin ova and watchin porno @ party's and the cop's being called on us. i love all u guys. thanx 4 sharing some of yer life w/me :D
i miss u guys, try 2 keep in touch..561-8440 call me some time.
well that's about it 4 now i'll wright more latter on this week.