somebody help me
This world is really starting to tick me off...december was full of rushed projects (which despite my efforts i did louzy on) exiams (which i did really louzy on...but luckly didnt fail) and then the strees of christmas didnt help much. i got in a fight with my parents New Years Eve i dont know when it started but it ended right before 2004...i didnt fell much like celibrating.
And just as though that wasnt enough my loving dog Tessie got sick last night...she really scared me and my family so we called the vet and they told us to get her there right away...i had to stay behind but they rushed her to the vet. the doc said her stomach had goten twisted and that caused all her internal organs to get twisted...Tessie is over 12 years old and the only way to fix it was to do a surgery ...the surgery was extremly risky...even more so for her age...we decided we loved her too much to let her go threw so much pain...she was put to sleep...
-in-between tears-
we barried her in the back yard ...where she use to barry her bones and dog buscits...the house is so quite now...every where i turn i see her...her bed...her food bowls...everything but her...i keep expecting to see her running threw the hall way triping over her ears (she was a bassidhound if anyone gives a care)...every time i come home i keep going to the door to let her in...she isint there...her hair used to agitate my allergies...i wont that felling back so much.
-holding back crying-
as if that wasnt enough, a freind of mine (Zashi) and his girl freind (Pinky) have broken up. Which is really sad because they seemed so good for eachother...at least i thought so...but then agian iv never been i na relation before so i guess i wouldnt know. more bad news...Pinky who i know over Instant Mesenging, her father has to have surgery for a tumor...
whats going on...i dont understand whats going on with the world...it seems like every one i know is getting hurt...2003 was a bitch and i was looking forward to 2004 but now....i just dont get it...nothings is working right...
somebody help me...i dont understand
"it seems that that was good has died, the world is changing" (taken from Disturbed's song Get Down With The Sicknes)
And just as though that wasnt enough my loving dog Tessie got sick last night...she really scared me and my family so we called the vet and they told us to get her there right away...i had to stay behind but they rushed her to the vet. the doc said her stomach had goten twisted and that caused all her internal organs to get twisted...Tessie is over 12 years old and the only way to fix it was to do a surgery ...the surgery was extremly risky...even more so for her age...we decided we loved her too much to let her go threw so much pain...she was put to sleep...
-in-between tears-
we barried her in the back yard ...where she use to barry her bones and dog buscits...the house is so quite now...every where i turn i see her...her bed...her food bowls...everything but her...i keep expecting to see her running threw the hall way triping over her ears (she was a bassidhound if anyone gives a care)...every time i come home i keep going to the door to let her in...she isint there...her hair used to agitate my allergies...i wont that felling back so much.
-holding back crying-
as if that wasnt enough, a freind of mine (Zashi) and his girl freind (Pinky) have broken up. Which is really sad because they seemed so good for eachother...at least i thought so...but then agian iv never been i na relation before so i guess i wouldnt know. more bad news...Pinky who i know over Instant Mesenging, her father has to have surgery for a tumor...
whats going on...i dont understand whats going on with the world...it seems like every one i know is getting hurt...2003 was a bitch and i was looking forward to 2004 but now....i just dont get it...nothings is working right...
somebody help me...i dont understand
"it seems that that was good has died, the world is changing" (taken from Disturbed's song Get Down With The Sicknes)