what to do?
my life is the greatest right now but i still feel incomplete!!!???? its not my lve life or my friends its just that i cant give the right advice any more im a nothing hopeless to the rest of the world. if i cant give advice then what is my other perpose in life do i have one for now or am i just a simple face in a crowd of people? what do i do???? my everything isnt as good any more i have to fine out why? why am i falling apart at the seems ???? why is it that no one else catchs on? do any of my friends see this is it? and the one who is my best friend is moving on with his life at his new school and i never see him! i miss him more then ever and who am i suppose to talk to now! dont get me wrong i talk to travis about everything but its always nice to have ur best friend there to hear it too! i love this kid lke no tomorrow and i would do anything to have him come back! but for now im lost in this never ending drout of confustion. im a blank canvas and there is a painter who cant paint.... what do i do????? i cant write anymore and i cant think about anythink and im in pain all the time and im tired of it!!!! im sick of just being here and never knowing if im going to get what i want out of life except the one i love! which isnt bad its just i want so much more and i dont know why!!!!!