its all over for now! (i hope)
the love that i had for him will never leave and it feels like i say this alot but this time its for real! i loved him too much for my own good and now look at what happened i dont know if i really blame myself but then again i was the one who started all of those fights so yeah! i miss him and its not the same with out him! i love him and yet he cant be with my my heart filled with rage when i first heard it and now im not to sure im happy with it just yet. moving on is hard to do but i guess i have to since hes go but yeah im so tired! i was over at / still at shawnas house and it was funny all four of us on the bed it was great it really helped not being alone. i love you guys! and it was funny i figure out that kayla love the little things in life and amanda like just about every thing! and shawna is well the best ever! and now im am waiting for food and its just great! i love him forever and always but now im going to sit and listen to shawnas oppoion and yeah i spelt it wrong but thats why you all love me so!