Jun 13, 2005 23:58
So many years have gone by and there are still a number of kids picking on other kids and it begins with girls! And we have to wonder why as I see it girls are the ones who are the more sensitive but really that isn’t the only thing! We are the one who start the fight and never want to end it! How weird and crazy we think that we are much more than we really are! And I love the way we think! But this also comes up with guys too. Those selfish men or boy hidden to look and act like men on the outside but totally just nothing on the inside! I wish that this would never happen but ill have to say everyone goes through this and some just say that it’s a part of life and I said that’s total crap! It not a way of life or even a part of it! And yet we still go through it! There is no way of getting out of it. Even the popular ones go through it yes I know it’s hard to believe but its true! I come from experience 1 I went from nothing and being teased to something and still being made fun of! And what the most mistake that we all make is going back to those people that we call friends that just be trade us in the end! It’s not far until that one day that we say no and take back our lives and live like we are supposed to. In the may years that I have kept in these strong feeling is so that everything that I seriously write would mean so much more to everyone and then again people just read it and think that it was just free writings but really guy its so much more those so called free writings are real feelings! And I wish that you all could understand more. But than you all think that Im crazy and that you know my life but really your just begging to find it all out! I write what I feel and I feel what I write and this is how I work! So for all those who think that they know me think again and just sit there and read all of the things that I have to say!
I know that I am jumping around but you all don’t understand how many people out there have clamed to have figured me out they get the smallest part and then that all they need so they attempt to fill in the blanks but they are always wrong. And yet me I can tell what kind of person you are but just looking into you life a little bit and pretty much some up your life all together! And ii have summed up all of my friends and then I have to tell you all that most o you are the people that I don’t need to be with! But yet I cant find it in my heart to dump you guys!
Its said that the ones you love are the ones who will take care of you yet the one you just met will take care of you no matter how long they have met you! I know this all sounds to good to be true but it is! So the next time you make fun of that kid that sits next to you think again. Cause he maybe the one who saves your life! Then there is the fucking president and he get treated very well by the whole nation because he is the one who has to take care of us all! Man I hate the president he just really sucks and the fact that I’m supposed to confy in him. I cant I just wont! I would rather want the person I hate dearly be the president what’s up with those actresses coming back after they left? Why would you want to come back? Why not just stay away from TV period? Hey if you wan to come back to TV than fine. And what’s up with those lifetime movies they never have an ending and when you do see the regular ending than its not how you thought it would end. Sorry once again I make no sense but that’s just how I role! Ok so my sister can’t remember any thing cause she keeps asking me things I all ready know about! It makes no sense! Wow on my computer this is now two pages and I think that’s great but whatever right! So yeah Travis got arrested for trespassing! He’s grounded and he can’t go anywhere, which sucks cause our anniversary is Wednesday, and I think that sucks! I miss him so much and I knew some thing wasn’t right when I went to bed yesterday, but what are you going to do? I’m miss him and I love him so much! I love you travy!