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everything in my life seems to be moving at warp speed. friendships materializing and dissintegrating, guys appearing and dissapearing, even my earrings and thoughts have gone missing much more frequently. when did life become something i have to consciously keep up with?
i'm not ready for morocco- i'm not ready to revisit my past & be judged about who i've become. maybe i don't like who ive become... but i do. i do. it's hard to swallow that when you know other people don't.
i don't think i could be more excited about going, though, and my friends there are just as excited as i am. they make me feel so valued & missed, something so lacking in quite a few of my friendships now. the irony of the situation is that now my relationships with people are being rejuvenated, but i'm leaving. i'm hoping everything will just be put on hold until i get back...
i'd like to say i'll miss you, but let's be honest: I'LL BE IN AFRICA. holla.
i'm not ready for morocco- i'm not ready to revisit my past & be judged about who i've become. maybe i don't like who ive become... but i do. i do. it's hard to swallow that when you know other people don't.
i don't think i could be more excited about going, though, and my friends there are just as excited as i am. they make me feel so valued & missed, something so lacking in quite a few of my friendships now. the irony of the situation is that now my relationships with people are being rejuvenated, but i'm leaving. i'm hoping everything will just be put on hold until i get back...
i'd like to say i'll miss you, but let's be honest: I'LL BE IN AFRICA. holla.