Feb 28, 2006 23:14
i dont know if i want to grow up. age comes with responsibility, and with a more accurate self-image. frankly, i don't know if i want that. but maybe after recognizing flaws, you can accept them. wait FUCK THAT im flawless
denial is the ultimate defense mechanism
real world just makes me feel fat & intelligent.. preferable to anorexic & shallow, so i'm cool.
i've gotten into french films lately, less for the culture & more for the titties. the french LOVE their nudity.
ive been mopey for the past few days, i think born in brothels permanently depressed me. or made me feel alienated for caring. iiii dont know. i got into umw, which is exciting because now i have options. options allow me to breathe more easily.
being sick is a skill; it's really much easier just to go to school. too much effort for maury & daytime television.
im ready to turn 18. i need a tattoo or something to make my life more exciting, so if im bored i can just get naked and be like dayyyum look at that fine piece of art.
or ass, for that matter