Dec 30, 2009 03:22
I just read my "year in review" survey for 2008, and it made me tear up a little. Everything is SO DIFFERENT now.... Some of it in a good way, and some of it in an "ohhh wow, I was actually a little more put-together back then" way. Some of my attitudes towards my life have changed for the better. Some have changed for the absolute worst--but I think I'm ready to pick it up. Scratch that, not THINK I'm ready, KNOW I'm ready. I'm confident that 2010 will be great no matter what--though I also know that it's going to be different, and probably at least a little bit harder than this year. I just hope I keep as positive as I was at the end of 2008, and stop being the debbie-downer that I've been in 2009.
I'll definitely post another one of those surveys, just not right now. I'm tired, and it'll allow for too much thinking and not enough sleeping. But I'll get 'er done.
All I can say is, thank god I'm so lucky. Every year, I do and see and feel so much.
I got a lot of life.