IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF!!!!!!
Fuck.
i had the WORST day im my LIFE.
im going to kill myself or Bryan.
which ever one presses my buttons first.
So Bryan aka the asshole and the non-expensive Douche needs to go to SF reeeeaaaalll Quick
so this is how my day went:
I get up at like 11:52 and im like SHIT since my mom said that shes gunna be home at 12 to pick me and Bryan up to go to her company Picnic.
well Bryan thought my mom said that shes going to be there at 11.
which is when the picnic STARTS.
she had to go to work first PS.
so he gets all pissed and is like FUCK THIS IM NOT GOING THEN, SHE TWIST SHIT AROUND.
so he storms off into his room.
my mom gets home and goes to change and i finish getting ready then she comes out rather pissy and shes all Turn that shit off and come on.
(i guess Bryan told her to Leave him Alone)
so we get on the freeway and 5 mins pass and he calls and starts yelling at her telling her that she needs to pay him thirteen hundred dollars.
and that were kicked out for the weekend.
then 5 mins later he calls and is like nevermind, dont come home until you have my money.
so we are like Fucking whatever.
so we are driving, getting lost because Bryan calls every 5 mins and yells at us, the directions arent very clear and we dont know where the FUCK we are going.
we finally get him to stop calling and we figure out where the FUCK we are.
and we get to the picnic and eat chill w/e.
then we leave at like 5:30 and right when we get in the car guess who calls....yepp guessed right BRYAN.
and hes all "where are you?"
and he wants us home (WTF? i know).
But when we get home the SHIT HITS THE FAN....
we get home and i go to kims cuz i dont want to handle his shit.
so i go over there and kim wants me to do her nails.
so i thought i could be secretive and go get the nail polish.....BOOOOY was i wrong.
so i get the polish (remind you that half the nail polish in the box is mine and the fucking box is mine.) and as im leaving screaming douche comes chasing after me and just starts SCREAMING at me about how i didnt ASK?
WTF?
its my shit.
so we argue back and forth and im just like fucking whatever and i push past asshole and i look at my mom (which is in complete TEARS because asshole made her do 6-7 shots of straight vodka[which she CANT do] or else he was literally going to punch her {yess doofusses that means he threatened her}) and shes just like GO get out of here.
so i leave and im PISSED.
and of course i go over to kims and GO OFF on her and she just calmly listens to my screaming on about how i hate Bryan and how hes the cause of me getting back into cutting. (yesss guys im back doing that)
then a few mins later my mom comes running over crying and Tonya goes and talks to her while Kim, Kasie, and Holley do the whole running back and forth calming ordeal.
So my drunken mother stays with us for a few hours until douche goes to bed.
then she comes home and me Kasie and Kim go for a joy ride in my mom truck.
haha.
but yeah....
i need people to keep me sane.
so talk to me in any way possible.
leave me comments on my myspace on here W/e
PLEASE.
SAVE ME FROM MYSELF
i had the WORST day im my LIFE.
im going to kill myself or Bryan.
which ever one presses my buttons first.
So Bryan aka the asshole and the non-expensive Douche needs to go to SF reeeeaaaalll Quick
so this is how my day went:
I get up at like 11:52 and im like SHIT since my mom said that shes gunna be home at 12 to pick me and Bryan up to go to her company Picnic.
well Bryan thought my mom said that shes going to be there at 11.
which is when the picnic STARTS.
she had to go to work first PS.
so he gets all pissed and is like FUCK THIS IM NOT GOING THEN, SHE TWIST SHIT AROUND.
so he storms off into his room.
my mom gets home and goes to change and i finish getting ready then she comes out rather pissy and shes all Turn that shit off and come on.
(i guess Bryan told her to Leave him Alone)
so we get on the freeway and 5 mins pass and he calls and starts yelling at her telling her that she needs to pay him thirteen hundred dollars.
and that were kicked out for the weekend.
then 5 mins later he calls and is like nevermind, dont come home until you have my money.
so we are like Fucking whatever.
so we are driving, getting lost because Bryan calls every 5 mins and yells at us, the directions arent very clear and we dont know where the FUCK we are going.
we finally get him to stop calling and we figure out where the FUCK we are.
and we get to the picnic and eat chill w/e.
then we leave at like 5:30 and right when we get in the car guess who calls....yepp guessed right BRYAN.
and hes all "where are you?"
and he wants us home (WTF? i know).
But when we get home the SHIT HITS THE FAN....
we get home and i go to kims cuz i dont want to handle his shit.
so i go over there and kim wants me to do her nails.
so i thought i could be secretive and go get the nail polish.....BOOOOY was i wrong.
so i get the polish (remind you that half the nail polish in the box is mine and the fucking box is mine.) and as im leaving screaming douche comes chasing after me and just starts SCREAMING at me about how i didnt ASK?
WTF?
its my shit.
so we argue back and forth and im just like fucking whatever and i push past asshole and i look at my mom (which is in complete TEARS because asshole made her do 6-7 shots of straight vodka[which she CANT do] or else he was literally going to punch her {yess doofusses that means he threatened her}) and shes just like GO get out of here.
so i leave and im PISSED.
and of course i go over to kims and GO OFF on her and she just calmly listens to my screaming on about how i hate Bryan and how hes the cause of me getting back into cutting. (yesss guys im back doing that)
then a few mins later my mom comes running over crying and Tonya goes and talks to her while Kim, Kasie, and Holley do the whole running back and forth calming ordeal.
So my drunken mother stays with us for a few hours until douche goes to bed.
then she comes home and me Kasie and Kim go for a joy ride in my mom truck.
haha.
but yeah....
i need people to keep me sane.
so talk to me in any way possible.
leave me comments on my myspace on here W/e
PLEASE.
SAVE ME FROM MYSELF