chicken
Damn being female and all these messed up moods I've been in lately. I can't seem to really concentrate on anything. And sleeping has been nearly out of the question. I don't know what's wrong, either. I'll be fine one second, and contemplating why I'm alive the next. I'm expecting so much to come out of this life, and at the same time, not expecting enough. I don't know, I just had my period, so it can't be that. Maybe my body is going through crazy chemical reactions.
On the plus side, auditons for the school play are soon. And I'm in the musical at the Womans Club. And I have an interview at Subway today.
And I have an amazing boyfriend, who I constantly fear is going to just... leave or something. But it's a girl thing, and I've got to get over it. I just miss him, cause he works so much and I saw him more often over the summer. I'm just a silly girl, considdering he's given me no reason at all to be afraid of him leaving. I'm paranoid. It's okay to fear losing some of the best things in life, isn't it?
I don't know if I can take much more of my Algebra class. My teacher gives us so much work, and rushes unbelievably. I don't know how to follow her at all. It's like... her mind is caught inside of a tornado or something. It's really... creepy. *nods* Not to mention, Algebra II is just a scary class period. I hate math... *shudder* I want it to explode!!
Well, Christel and Lila are really sick, so I'm going to make them some soup and go see them. Cause I'm cool like that. XD teehee. Adios all, and I know how much you miss me. ;D
On the plus side, auditons for the school play are soon. And I'm in the musical at the Womans Club. And I have an interview at Subway today.
And I have an amazing boyfriend, who I constantly fear is going to just... leave or something. But it's a girl thing, and I've got to get over it. I just miss him, cause he works so much and I saw him more often over the summer. I'm just a silly girl, considdering he's given me no reason at all to be afraid of him leaving. I'm paranoid. It's okay to fear losing some of the best things in life, isn't it?
I don't know if I can take much more of my Algebra class. My teacher gives us so much work, and rushes unbelievably. I don't know how to follow her at all. It's like... her mind is caught inside of a tornado or something. It's really... creepy. *nods* Not to mention, Algebra II is just a scary class period. I hate math... *shudder* I want it to explode!!
Well, Christel and Lila are really sick, so I'm going to make them some soup and go see them. Cause I'm cool like that. XD teehee. Adios all, and I know how much you miss me. ;D