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Seals are trash mammals! Everyone knows that!
I am so very excited! Today is my very first Birthing From Within class. In the car on the way home from my second to last appointment with Amanda Moxley (*sniff sniff*), I practiced Labor Theater (which freaked out Liam a wee bit) and Birth Tigers. That made me feel so much better to know that even though my house is ultra-chaotic and not really ready for a public viewing, I will rock this class. I know my stuff!
Ian has an ultra-scary meeting with Bruce today. We don't know what it's over. Worse case scenario it is over Christian thinking that Ian is smoking pot at work. Best case it is just a wrap session about how the store is going. About Christian: I guess he has this major crusade against pot (funny because I know he smokes it). So even though Ian isn't smoking it (and certainly not at work), he knows he used to and is convinced that Ian being tired all the time is because he is stoned. It couldn't be because Ian is pulling 70 hours a week and then coming home to watch two crazy boys because his wife is working full time. Noooo....
I had this epiphany yesterday that has clarified itself today. I realized that instead of loving and validating Ian, I spend my thoughts bemoaning who he could be or who I think he should be. I realized that with everyone else in my life, I meet them where they are and love them. However, I haven't been doing that with Ian. No wonder we both feel so isolated! So my new moon intention for this month is to focus on loving and validating Ian and to work with him as one. My other new moon intention is to clear the clutter in my home to allow positive chi to flow throughout. My house feels like a boggy swamp with energy (or at least it did a few days ago). So I am actively trying to improve my environment. Hooray!.............jess :)
I am so very excited! Today is my very first Birthing From Within class. In the car on the way home from my second to last appointment with Amanda Moxley (*sniff sniff*), I practiced Labor Theater (which freaked out Liam a wee bit) and Birth Tigers. That made me feel so much better to know that even though my house is ultra-chaotic and not really ready for a public viewing, I will rock this class. I know my stuff!
Ian has an ultra-scary meeting with Bruce today. We don't know what it's over. Worse case scenario it is over Christian thinking that Ian is smoking pot at work. Best case it is just a wrap session about how the store is going. About Christian: I guess he has this major crusade against pot (funny because I know he smokes it). So even though Ian isn't smoking it (and certainly not at work), he knows he used to and is convinced that Ian being tired all the time is because he is stoned. It couldn't be because Ian is pulling 70 hours a week and then coming home to watch two crazy boys because his wife is working full time. Noooo....
I had this epiphany yesterday that has clarified itself today. I realized that instead of loving and validating Ian, I spend my thoughts bemoaning who he could be or who I think he should be. I realized that with everyone else in my life, I meet them where they are and love them. However, I haven't been doing that with Ian. No wonder we both feel so isolated! So my new moon intention for this month is to focus on loving and validating Ian and to work with him as one. My other new moon intention is to clear the clutter in my home to allow positive chi to flow throughout. My house feels like a boggy swamp with energy (or at least it did a few days ago). So I am actively trying to improve my environment. Hooray!.............jess :)