Real Life
Sheesh this journal has been negelcted. Hopefully that will be changing soon. I have been busy running around looking into things, things it looks like I don't have to worry about anymore, even though I want to be able to worry about but it's not my choice anymore.
That just seems so cryptic, the person that I was dating, someone I cared for a lot, broke up with me last night. It would had been 8 months this week. Even though I offer suggestions on how to change things, it didn't seem to matter, he had already made up his mind. Lots of things were said but being told that pretty much that I wasn't enough, pretty much broke my heart.
I have never been a very open person when regarding my emotions. I guess I should had expected that if I let someone in I would get hurt. I didn't and now I get to pick up the pieces.
That just seems so cryptic, the person that I was dating, someone I cared for a lot, broke up with me last night. It would had been 8 months this week. Even though I offer suggestions on how to change things, it didn't seem to matter, he had already made up his mind. Lots of things were said but being told that pretty much that I wasn't enough, pretty much broke my heart.
I have never been a very open person when regarding my emotions. I guess I should had expected that if I let someone in I would get hurt. I didn't and now I get to pick up the pieces.