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my life sucks.....first off after a total of 7 months exactly me and brandon were over, on the day of our 7month annerversary. mhm yea, so doesn't look like that'll get started up again *shrug*. o well whatever. Well I still don't have my backhands spring by myself and thats pissing me off. umm i brok a pick today on my new guitar, the really cool red and blakc one...grrrr. oh and to top it off im failing algebra. now i feel so alone again and i hate that feeling. I hate feelign so depressed to a point that it could kill me. i hate having to put on a mask that i'm happy when im not....I hate lying about how I feel, butits what I have to do....it seems to be the only thing that makes me believe im happy....will write later.....peace,merry christmas