Submissive dreaming
Strange dreams. This morning I dreamt I was a sub, oh and it felt sooooo good. It was a bit of an epic dream, as mine tend to be, but this one part of it.. I lost a bet and in losing I relinquished control.
It's been years now since that actually happened, I don't know if it's just me (because I'm very good at pushing for control..) or what, but in my dream there was no ability to push. I was made / helped to strip, and then bathe in an old style upright bath. Toward the end of the bath I had little felt stars placed in a circle on my left breast and just above my right ankle. There was no kissing, there was no sex, although the eyes and the tension spoke a different story.
And then the strangest bit of all, I was made to put on a 'Mariah' designed dress - oh I felt so elegant, so womanly, so wanted. And then I woke up and felt so weird haha.
It did make me realise though, how much I miss being overwhelmed. How much I miss having someone else take charge, give guidance, and be so passionate that it rivals my own desire to express.
It's been years now since that actually happened, I don't know if it's just me (because I'm very good at pushing for control..) or what, but in my dream there was no ability to push. I was made / helped to strip, and then bathe in an old style upright bath. Toward the end of the bath I had little felt stars placed in a circle on my left breast and just above my right ankle. There was no kissing, there was no sex, although the eyes and the tension spoke a different story.
And then the strangest bit of all, I was made to put on a 'Mariah' designed dress - oh I felt so elegant, so womanly, so wanted. And then I woke up and felt so weird haha.
It did make me realise though, how much I miss being overwhelmed. How much I miss having someone else take charge, give guidance, and be so passionate that it rivals my own desire to express.