ugh, kephin and david
well i told kephin that me and david are talking again. kephin started to get all mad because i will change and become a different person. what the hell? i have no intentions on trying to change who i am for david. ugh hes so angry at me because i talk to david. get the fuck over it there really isnt much u can say to make me not talk to him so quit trying shit head. ugh he pisses me off. me and david have an understanding about things and kephin just doesnt believe that. ugh it makes me so mad.
i told stephen i liked him, and he told me he liked me to but we've only hung out once so nothing is going to become of it and im still not over kephin i liked him alot and its gunna take like a month to actually stop since i've liked him practically since may. lately i have talked to kephin about stephen and i've told him i like him alot more then i like stephen and hes said he liked that. but what i dont like is that he said he still has feelings for me but he isnt doing nething with them. hes like sitting there letting them rot.
now i know i told him i'd take him back in a heartbeat if he realized he wanted to be with me to be happy, but lately i have been thinking about what it would be like if he did want me back. i duhno i dont wanna go back to what i had before with his mind. i want him to be completely shure on what he wants insted of just going with the flow. i dont want to get with him and then in a month like usual he wants to be alone again. it would be to much for me to deal with. and ugh i duhno so many thoughts are going through my head about this. i need to stop spillin them out.
i told stephen i liked him, and he told me he liked me to but we've only hung out once so nothing is going to become of it and im still not over kephin i liked him alot and its gunna take like a month to actually stop since i've liked him practically since may. lately i have talked to kephin about stephen and i've told him i like him alot more then i like stephen and hes said he liked that. but what i dont like is that he said he still has feelings for me but he isnt doing nething with them. hes like sitting there letting them rot.
now i know i told him i'd take him back in a heartbeat if he realized he wanted to be with me to be happy, but lately i have been thinking about what it would be like if he did want me back. i duhno i dont wanna go back to what i had before with his mind. i want him to be completely shure on what he wants insted of just going with the flow. i dont want to get with him and then in a month like usual he wants to be alone again. it would be to much for me to deal with. and ugh i duhno so many thoughts are going through my head about this. i need to stop spillin them out.