single and hating it.
i just had this huge wakeup call that i am still single... for another 49, almost 48 days i'm a single woman. i went out with teeney, hannah, jonathan and boone tonight. they ate at moe's and we saw batman begins. great flick by the way. on the way back, teen went with boone. i went with jonathan and hannah and when we got down to see the fireworks, the decision was made to forget the whole thing. i saw the flash of lights as i drove home, but no color or anything. it was a pretty depressing night. i guess i just had a different idea of how the night would be going when i tried to set up to hang out with teeney. it's okay though. i was hoping we would get to talk a bit, but there's hardly room for that sort of thing between movies and riding off in separate cars. oh well. anyway, the ride home with hannah and jonathan was quite sobering. i've never felt like a third wheel with them before. apparently things do change when your friends get married. and i'm okay with that. it's just a rude awakening. that's all i'm saying. i woke up this morning realizing that i'm not nearly as close to anyone (besides dylan) as i used to be. i don't get to spend time with people anymore. moving away really fucked things up for me i guess. i almost feel like i saw them more when i was living in nashville though... maybe moving back was what did it. bleh. i can't talk about this anymore. dylan's watching def leopard from side stage and i'm home alone with aislin, 5 jumbo cinnamon rolls and two movies. long live comfort food.