2 Months.............
well i have 2 months until i move to fl. I duno what i am gonna do or what will happen to me. I am thinking now that it jjust may be for esummer and then ill return in the fall time. Like i said i am not sure.
I hate how time flys so fast and all. I wish it could stop when you wanted it to.
Lately i have been a bit funky and painted a few layers back on me. It cause i am so confused on what to belive but i know that i know in my heart what is to be true. and i am gonna go with that. I sorry to those whom may disagree with me but like we all say we must go with what we fill is the best for us.
so wheni was don ei n tx, it was great. I had a very very good time. It was so real with this friend that it has never been this way. I meet some cool people too they made me laugh my ass off. On of the guys almost made me get so sick from makeing a drink with 151 in it and light it on fire. It was so hard to watch him drink the cup with every ones liquire in it. eeven when it had my elephant juice in it and water.
O by the way never go to mexico unles you go with people you know that know the ropes. That was scary but fun. So yes i have been out of the us. It smelled this funny smell walking across the bridge but then you could smell tacos and dust on the streets and saw some just funny things. we had to much fun inthe candy shop. These girls there where talking about one of jose friends saying that his eyes where pretty. He was the youngest, but now is 21.
I hope i can go back so we can go to someplace that i did not get to go and spend more times with these people. Ecspecily that friend of mine sitting by the pool and talking under the clear sky. Damit it i should have goten that dance they owe me.
But if luck gose my way and it is okay with em ill be back in may right before i move.
all i can think about at times right now is how i felt just i can not find words to tell but this feeling bein with em and enjoying it.
In away after bein there i think i just wanted to grow up soi could do the things i wanted to and well i gues i just push it to much. But in due time it will be........
I am still young and have alot to live for. I know what i have to do, it wil be hard but i have faith in me thati can do what needs to be to reach goals. In away i really wanna do thi sone goal cause i think it will help me out very well. It strats tomorrow in april and ends at the end of it. i leavef riday to go to the beach for a whole week. I better come back with a good looking tan.
I have faith that things will look up i just need the postive stuff from my friends to help me and if you are a friend like you say you are you will then email me or im me the encorgement for whatever i am doin in this time that i can. I would like it if yall did this very much so.
i need to write mor e in hear so some of my closet friends can see the things running in my head.
i have this cool person sandra that has help me get danica and this friend of Jose an account by giving us codes. Thanks Sandra that rocks. She is a great person and i feel i can learn alot and that i have from her.
Today i decide that i am gonna work on a few things for me to better me. Some one said the funny thing about me that i do care and i do know what i want and no matter what i go for ir and that in away sets me apart cause not many are like that. I also did have a good converstation with this person father. His dad is a wise wise man.
Well thats all for now i duno whata i wanted to say or if there was more but thats me. well i be wrighting soon again.
Miss Leah
I hate how time flys so fast and all. I wish it could stop when you wanted it to.
Lately i have been a bit funky and painted a few layers back on me. It cause i am so confused on what to belive but i know that i know in my heart what is to be true. and i am gonna go with that. I sorry to those whom may disagree with me but like we all say we must go with what we fill is the best for us.
so wheni was don ei n tx, it was great. I had a very very good time. It was so real with this friend that it has never been this way. I meet some cool people too they made me laugh my ass off. On of the guys almost made me get so sick from makeing a drink with 151 in it and light it on fire. It was so hard to watch him drink the cup with every ones liquire in it. eeven when it had my elephant juice in it and water.
O by the way never go to mexico unles you go with people you know that know the ropes. That was scary but fun. So yes i have been out of the us. It smelled this funny smell walking across the bridge but then you could smell tacos and dust on the streets and saw some just funny things. we had to much fun inthe candy shop. These girls there where talking about one of jose friends saying that his eyes where pretty. He was the youngest, but now is 21.
I hope i can go back so we can go to someplace that i did not get to go and spend more times with these people. Ecspecily that friend of mine sitting by the pool and talking under the clear sky. Damit it i should have goten that dance they owe me.
But if luck gose my way and it is okay with em ill be back in may right before i move.
all i can think about at times right now is how i felt just i can not find words to tell but this feeling bein with em and enjoying it.
In away after bein there i think i just wanted to grow up soi could do the things i wanted to and well i gues i just push it to much. But in due time it will be........
I am still young and have alot to live for. I know what i have to do, it wil be hard but i have faith in me thati can do what needs to be to reach goals. In away i really wanna do thi sone goal cause i think it will help me out very well. It strats tomorrow in april and ends at the end of it. i leavef riday to go to the beach for a whole week. I better come back with a good looking tan.
I have faith that things will look up i just need the postive stuff from my friends to help me and if you are a friend like you say you are you will then email me or im me the encorgement for whatever i am doin in this time that i can. I would like it if yall did this very much so.
i need to write mor e in hear so some of my closet friends can see the things running in my head.
i have this cool person sandra that has help me get danica and this friend of Jose an account by giving us codes. Thanks Sandra that rocks. She is a great person and i feel i can learn alot and that i have from her.
Today i decide that i am gonna work on a few things for me to better me. Some one said the funny thing about me that i do care and i do know what i want and no matter what i go for ir and that in away sets me apart cause not many are like that. I also did have a good converstation with this person father. His dad is a wise wise man.
Well thats all for now i duno whata i wanted to say or if there was more but thats me. well i be wrighting soon again.
Miss Leah