2,688 Hours From the Last time i Felt............................
Okay so it has been awhile and alot has changed.
I ll strat with by saying that i have moved from where i was living the past months back in with my mom. well as it turns out i am moving to Tampa in june. I am really looking forward to this. and in may i am going out to TX which i am looking forward to that too.
But the man reason for this is that i found a song for how i feel and i wanted to share with one person the most. And i have to say that they told me something and it has set me back. Not too much just a little but, i must say this i am not going to fl to try and get what i want that i am doin it for me. I feel that this is going to do me good. No one but me made this choice and i hope that these people that call themselfes my friends will come vistit me, cause all of them know no matter what it was i would come see them an not caring for what i had to go thought to get there.
The song is By Tori Amos and it is called Crucify
Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces
Then I get affraid what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now.
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Just what God needs
One more victim
Why do we crucify ourselves
Every day I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day I crucify myself
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Got a kick for a dog beggin' for love
I gotta have my suffering
So that I can have my cross
I know a cat named Easter
He says will you ever learn
You're just an empty cage girl if you kill the bird
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Got enough guilt to start
My own religion
Why do we crucify ourselves
Every day I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day I crucify myself
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Please be
Save me
I cry
Looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Where are those angels
When you need them
Why do we crucify ourselves
Every day I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day I crucify myself
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Why do we ...
... chains ...
Crucify ourselves
Everyday
Never going back again
Crucify myself again
You know
Never going back again to
Crucify myself
Everyday
well that is all for now and i hope that everyone that is on spring break this week that they have fun but be safe.
I ll update soon.
Miss Leah
I ll strat with by saying that i have moved from where i was living the past months back in with my mom. well as it turns out i am moving to Tampa in june. I am really looking forward to this. and in may i am going out to TX which i am looking forward to that too.
But the man reason for this is that i found a song for how i feel and i wanted to share with one person the most. And i have to say that they told me something and it has set me back. Not too much just a little but, i must say this i am not going to fl to try and get what i want that i am doin it for me. I feel that this is going to do me good. No one but me made this choice and i hope that these people that call themselfes my friends will come vistit me, cause all of them know no matter what it was i would come see them an not caring for what i had to go thought to get there.
The song is By Tori Amos and it is called Crucify
Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces
Then I get affraid what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now.
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Just what God needs
One more victim
Why do we crucify ourselves
Every day I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day I crucify myself
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Got a kick for a dog beggin' for love
I gotta have my suffering
So that I can have my cross
I know a cat named Easter
He says will you ever learn
You're just an empty cage girl if you kill the bird
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Got enough guilt to start
My own religion
Why do we crucify ourselves
Every day I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day I crucify myself
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Please be
Save me
I cry
Looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Where are those angels
When you need them
Why do we crucify ourselves
Every day I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day I crucify myself
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Why do we ...
... chains ...
Crucify ourselves
Everyday
Never going back again
Crucify myself again
You know
Never going back again to
Crucify myself
Everyday
well that is all for now and i hope that everyone that is on spring break this week that they have fun but be safe.
I ll update soon.
Miss Leah