Feb 06, 2008 23:27
Sometimes I feel like chewing my own hand off. That's the weirdest impulse, yes... but it's been two and a half years of following strict rules to keep the secrets secret. And they're hard habits to break, secrets. I want my sisters to meet Daria properly but all the frustrating paranoid bits of me want to keep the family life and social life very very separate. It's different with Klara because she was around before... before everything, and besides I know it'll make Mona happy to see her.
It's safer to keep them separate. I'd rather be living two lives than have anyone find out what's going on at home.