hmm
this weekend could of been better. friday was great. saturday i didnt do much and same with today. i just took a sheet of skittles though. hope they hit soon.
hmm...some people need to learn how to get over things. like seriously.
woooah...here we go. cool dude. ha.
shit dude. im gonna go do something else.
Your mind tells you that you've lost your confidence
You're drifting and ya don't believe in anyone
To lose what little you have left to be proud of,
Afraid you can't do this again...
You said that nothing can come in-between us,
The way of getting things we wanted done
Then enissophobia held you under its influence,
Until you compromised your style...
Everything about you has been one big charade,
What will you do now the wells run dry? Cry?
To sell out all your friends, and stab them in the back,
Its something that you are; something that I'm not.
When you forced me into doing what you love,
Mark my words, no one loves you very much.
And when you tried to change me, and tried to replace me,
I couldn't help but end just hating you...
Being a fraud can only last so long, you should know,
Till what ya sensed as a child returns, you little baby.
To choke out the voice that told ya "money and fame"
Would fill the crater that you dug for yourself...
Unlike you I'm no vision to myself, lest you forget,
You didn't ever make metal, buddy; metal made you.
To crush and run over everyone along the way,
It's something that you are; its something that I'm not.
A stranger to yourself, ha! Ya pissed me off again,
I won't be driven by your needs anymore.
What you'd become to do or be, is clear to see for me,
It's something that you are; its something that I'm not.
it makes me sick to hear you say you "love me",
I know you only love what I can do for you.
If you were the one that was leading the charge,
Would you notice if I missed a day or two? But that's impossible!
We all laughed at the parodies that you'd become,
Now your pain slowly paid back, has begun.
So, accept my resignation, or in your words "betrayal",
Before it gets much worse, end this self-sabotage.
Something I'm not, something that you are, something that I'm not.
hmm...some people need to learn how to get over things. like seriously.
woooah...here we go. cool dude. ha.
shit dude. im gonna go do something else.
Your mind tells you that you've lost your confidence
You're drifting and ya don't believe in anyone
To lose what little you have left to be proud of,
Afraid you can't do this again...
You said that nothing can come in-between us,
The way of getting things we wanted done
Then enissophobia held you under its influence,
Until you compromised your style...
Everything about you has been one big charade,
What will you do now the wells run dry? Cry?
To sell out all your friends, and stab them in the back,
Its something that you are; something that I'm not.
When you forced me into doing what you love,
Mark my words, no one loves you very much.
And when you tried to change me, and tried to replace me,
I couldn't help but end just hating you...
Being a fraud can only last so long, you should know,
Till what ya sensed as a child returns, you little baby.
To choke out the voice that told ya "money and fame"
Would fill the crater that you dug for yourself...
Unlike you I'm no vision to myself, lest you forget,
You didn't ever make metal, buddy; metal made you.
To crush and run over everyone along the way,
It's something that you are; its something that I'm not.
A stranger to yourself, ha! Ya pissed me off again,
I won't be driven by your needs anymore.
What you'd become to do or be, is clear to see for me,
It's something that you are; its something that I'm not.
it makes me sick to hear you say you "love me",
I know you only love what I can do for you.
If you were the one that was leading the charge,
Would you notice if I missed a day or two? But that's impossible!
We all laughed at the parodies that you'd become,
Now your pain slowly paid back, has begun.
So, accept my resignation, or in your words "betrayal",
Before it gets much worse, end this self-sabotage.
Something I'm not, something that you are, something that I'm not.