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I've been doing so well lately...I've been pretty chipper and happy.
I don't even know what made me do it, but I dug up my old memories, and searched out my old pathetic haunts on the internet. Someone who was dear to me is gone, and the knowledge makes me so so sad. I don't think I'll ever be done grieving. One small part of my heart will always belong to this person, and that small part will always be broken.
I cherish that broken piece of my heart..not only because it belongs to this person, and serves as a reminder but also because it is proof that I once really truly loved this person. It is an intensity of emotion that can never be matched: the first love.
I believe there is more beyond this life. Into that void of the unknown, I send to this person and to all the other people I have loved who have left: I think of you often. I miss the spark of your life. I cherish your memory.
So now, crying tears that for once don't cause me to feel ashamed or angry...tears that for a rarity feel soothing..a balm for my heart...I will once again set those memories aside, and turn my face to the future.
I don't even know what made me do it, but I dug up my old memories, and searched out my old pathetic haunts on the internet. Someone who was dear to me is gone, and the knowledge makes me so so sad. I don't think I'll ever be done grieving. One small part of my heart will always belong to this person, and that small part will always be broken.
I cherish that broken piece of my heart..not only because it belongs to this person, and serves as a reminder but also because it is proof that I once really truly loved this person. It is an intensity of emotion that can never be matched: the first love.
I believe there is more beyond this life. Into that void of the unknown, I send to this person and to all the other people I have loved who have left: I think of you often. I miss the spark of your life. I cherish your memory.
So now, crying tears that for once don't cause me to feel ashamed or angry...tears that for a rarity feel soothing..a balm for my heart...I will once again set those memories aside, and turn my face to the future.