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i'm glad i posted my scream last night as it let me get over my frustration for today's final and get rid of that bullshit. curtains stayed drawn so that each of us had privacy during our final and i asked to go first or last due to doing energy work. it turned out rather well. she told me afterwards that she found it a bit amazing that i can be so analytical, yet so open for energy work. most people think that spirituality and science can not go hand in hand. for me, science helps come up with answers for this miraculous world that we live in. after the finals i had to sit down and explain to her how to work out everyone's grade. depending on how she wants to incorporate our extra credit will determine whether or not i have an 'a' or a 'b'. i'm accepting the fact that i prob. have a b, thus no dean's list. so be it.
tomorrow....phsychology and anatomy.
mantra of the day: "almost there...."
the complex that i live is going to get torn down. it's the oldest projects in lexington and they are rather worn. i've been rather stressed over this as i've watched people moving out. i really can't afford to move just yet. i sat down and talk with the management this afternoon. there isn't a prob. with staying until the kids finish the school year and i'll have plenty of help with relocation. she did say that it was in my best interest to move out before i finish school as it will give me better options as far as locations go. the deadline to be moved however is august 1st. i also have to sit down with one of the management people with all of my paycheck stubs. there is a very fine line on income that can kick my ass so i need to get it covered. i did ask her what i would need to do for income proof if i started my own business next year and she told me that i may qualify for several programs to help with that. the group in charge of helping all of us in the displacement process should be interviewing me after the first of the year.
yes, i am a welfare mom. while i can't say that i am 'proud' to be getting a handout from the system, i can say that i am happy that my children have a roof over their heads and food to eat. i do feel priveledged to be warm and dry with healthy children. while i don't have thoughts of grandour or of becoming wealthy...i know that i can climb out of this....just a little while longer and i'll be able to take care of my children without any help....
almost there.....
tomorrow....phsychology and anatomy.
mantra of the day: "almost there...."
the complex that i live is going to get torn down. it's the oldest projects in lexington and they are rather worn. i've been rather stressed over this as i've watched people moving out. i really can't afford to move just yet. i sat down and talk with the management this afternoon. there isn't a prob. with staying until the kids finish the school year and i'll have plenty of help with relocation. she did say that it was in my best interest to move out before i finish school as it will give me better options as far as locations go. the deadline to be moved however is august 1st. i also have to sit down with one of the management people with all of my paycheck stubs. there is a very fine line on income that can kick my ass so i need to get it covered. i did ask her what i would need to do for income proof if i started my own business next year and she told me that i may qualify for several programs to help with that. the group in charge of helping all of us in the displacement process should be interviewing me after the first of the year.
yes, i am a welfare mom. while i can't say that i am 'proud' to be getting a handout from the system, i can say that i am happy that my children have a roof over their heads and food to eat. i do feel priveledged to be warm and dry with healthy children. while i don't have thoughts of grandour or of becoming wealthy...i know that i can climb out of this....just a little while longer and i'll be able to take care of my children without any help....
almost there.....