14 day plan to improve memory ok, so all i need to do is gather things for memory training; put together a good diet plan; force myself to excercise this lazy ass; and do yoga and meditation.
let's hope i don't forget. :P
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i didn't have to go to class until 2pm, today. so what did i do? i went back to bed for the first time in a long time. woke up in a panic to the phone ringing. barely made it to class. there wasn't time to make any stops before or after class, so hopefully, i can get to the post office tomorrow. while i have bitched so much about my current massage instructor--have i raved enough about my anatomy instructor? i've been so impressed with her teaching style for this class. i don't know how well i would have 'gotten it' or not with another instructor. i'm just tickled to have taken the class with her. so far i have an A and feel as though it has been an extremely productive class.
i may or may not stay on the dean's list. i'll be a bit disappointed if i don't, but i'm not going to fret it. i'm passing all of my classes and that is the main point.
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rayny is actively utilizing his beginner's dr. suess dictionary with his homework, today. i'm thrilled at this aspect of his learning aptitude. being able to utilize one's resources and think outside of the box is important, atleast it is to me. he is starting to actually ask for books as presents. yes, i have a cheshire cat grin on my face atm.
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the best way for me to relax a bit about the two extremely heavy finals that i have coming up this week is to get my ass off of the computer--do some laundry, make some cookies, string the lights on the tree, and have some happy times with the boys. mark is really a bah hum bug type of guy. i have some really good memories of the holidays. not a lot of fancy party type of memories, but the quiet stillness of sitting in the living room when the whole house slept and watching the lights. those moments were absolutely magical. during the good moments of the holidays, all of the not so good moments were washed away. this is why i have found it important that i do the cooking at our house. i want the smells of good foods, laughter and joy to be a positive foundation for the boys. yeah, i probably over think things.
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note on last night's post: in no way, shape or form was i bitching about anyone in particular at all---and definately, not anyone on this list. i was not upset. mad or feeling slighted by anyone. i was bitching as a way to release some of my own feelings of inaptitude and inferiority that happens when i see such things. i have a love/hate relationship with the english language. i have a love/hate relationship with snottiness. on the first, i may never feel as if i possess the intellegence, much less the passion, to string together pearls that move and allow one to ride the waves of emotion and thought. it isn't your problem and it definately isn't the problem with lj. on being a pompous ass...this is one of my own flaws. i notice that when i get my feathers ruffled, i either crawl into my shell or i behave as if i were superior. i don't like this about myself. i hate it when others do it to me, yet i have found instances where i have done it to others.
it is definately, my own issues at work with the post.