STUPID STUPID STUPID
Ever have a moment or night that constantly replays in your head and you want nothing more then to just forget it or be able to relive it so you don't have to have the memory of it anymore. Well thats how i feel right now. Last night started off with innocent fun. Lex and i went shopping had dinner and got coffee. Then called Ryan and asked him if he wanted to see Scary Movie 3. All sounds pretty normal right?!?!? But then we drank before we went into the movie. WOW big mistake....i drank all most ALL of my pint of 99 Blackberries in like 40 minutes. So if you imagine what an ass i was making of myself before, during and after the movie.
Sometimes i wish i wasn't so stupid and screw up something that could have been a really good something. geez i am such an idoit.
Just pray that i can work everything out and that maybe we all can forget this night.....
Luv Always
Lauren Elise
p.s. i'll let you know if the situation gets better or worse.....
Sometimes i wish i wasn't so stupid and screw up something that could have been a really good something. geez i am such an idoit.
Just pray that i can work everything out and that maybe we all can forget this night.....
Luv Always
Lauren Elise
p.s. i'll let you know if the situation gets better or worse.....