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I had a crazy week, i worked two 10 hour days but its all good cuz i need the money!!!! but work has been really stressful latly. but its starting to get better.
Becuase of all the stress at work i blew up at Byran on Thursday night. I started crying and i think i scared him a little or maybe even a lot. i felt bad but at the same time it helped me get alot of anger that i had on the inside. plus we haven't really talked this past week, just cuz i have been going to bed early and he has been outlate with his freinds. i don't know something is different now,and i am havning a really hard time figureing it out. i thought Byran coming here would make things better but they didnt.
I try not to think about the situation with Byran a lot just cuz it makes me all upset and angery. but latly its hard trying to find the positive things in my life. before byran made me happy all the time just thinking about him was one of the best feelings now what is there??? He promised me he would never hurt me, i should have listened to Lindsay and John.
Well i better be going. Talk to you all later!
Luv ya
~*~ Lauren ~*~
Becuase of all the stress at work i blew up at Byran on Thursday night. I started crying and i think i scared him a little or maybe even a lot. i felt bad but at the same time it helped me get alot of anger that i had on the inside. plus we haven't really talked this past week, just cuz i have been going to bed early and he has been outlate with his freinds. i don't know something is different now,and i am havning a really hard time figureing it out. i thought Byran coming here would make things better but they didnt.
I try not to think about the situation with Byran a lot just cuz it makes me all upset and angery. but latly its hard trying to find the positive things in my life. before byran made me happy all the time just thinking about him was one of the best feelings now what is there??? He promised me he would never hurt me, i should have listened to Lindsay and John.
Well i better be going. Talk to you all later!
Luv ya
~*~ Lauren ~*~