Jan 14, 2004 16:53
Time and time goes by you think you could accept it. well i cant. and i feel so guilty. things hurt so badly and i want to change them, but in the end i end up making the situation worse. how much of a retard am i? ugh i can answer that one. A BIG one.
some days i just want to go away. i wonder how anyone can stand it? stand me? idk. i hate this. u start off ok and then one second later u feel like so much shit its like u were feeling this all day. i hate it!!!
brother tom is such a moron. i can not believe him. i spend 4 days writing my paper it COMPLETELY exceeds the standards and wat he asked for. and then he comes to tell us after i hand it in that im gonna be penalized because of some RETARD not even a technicality. ok so i have a works cited and its the same freakin thing as a bibliography. and so he tells us we need a bibliography AND a Works cited. and then he tells me im going to be penalized cuz all the ideas i took for my paper were from ALL 12 of my books cuz they were all about the same person therefore they all have the same general idea. but i only put 1 author for each idea instead of all the authors for that one stupid idea [mind u i did use more than one author for all the ideas i cited] and i tell him its stupid to put all the authors down for one idea and its stupid cuz ull have 12 authors names every other sentence! and he goes well tahts what ur supposed to do and i go well am i going to be penalized he sed yes a little. WTF!! fuck taht shit man im done
L