something to make you think
Have you ever just sat and thought about how much you want to change and how much of a difference in would make in your life? Well that's what I'm doing right now. For the longest time I've been to a point where I am completely disgusted with myself. Some/most of the decisions that I have made have had a tremendously bad influence on my life.
I just had a great conversation with Chip. We were discussing things that we regret and decisions we've made. We discussed Randi. We discussed how we've both been through so much in our lifetimes. Then somehow the conversation led into the fact that I've never really felt anything with my heart. I've never really loved anyone. So this is what he told me:
"Open up your heart and use it... it may guide you wrong... and it may guide you right... but you can't regret decisions made using your heart...
But there is always love out there for us all... and you will find it... In all forms... and forgiveness..."
No one has ever told me anything like that before. It really makes you think, doesn't it? I guess now I have something to think about while I try to go back to sleep for a few more hours.
Still 18 Days
I just had a great conversation with Chip. We were discussing things that we regret and decisions we've made. We discussed Randi. We discussed how we've both been through so much in our lifetimes. Then somehow the conversation led into the fact that I've never really felt anything with my heart. I've never really loved anyone. So this is what he told me:
"Open up your heart and use it... it may guide you wrong... and it may guide you right... but you can't regret decisions made using your heart...
But there is always love out there for us all... and you will find it... In all forms... and forgiveness..."
No one has ever told me anything like that before. It really makes you think, doesn't it? I guess now I have something to think about while I try to go back to sleep for a few more hours.
Still 18 Days