『皆元鬼をだして生き抜こうっ！！』
It's been a while, huh… I meant to post several time,s but I just didn't (still don't) know what to say… plus LJ was attacked again and I couldn't access for most of a week (which was painful to me ._.). Though now I have an extra 2 weeks of paid time (again?) ^^;
But really just… Isshi ;A;
I don't think I've ever had such a shock… well, Jasmine and Zill were, of course, but when I came home, and was looking up V-Last on Shattered-Tranquility (because their mailmag had said the drummer was leaving, and I wanted to make sure I hadn't mis-read it) and the top thing was that Isshi had died… it first I thought "oh, there's someone else called Isshi?" (because all I could see was the title) and then I scrolled down and saw the picture and just… something inside me (my heart? my stomach?) just dropped. Idk… the shock, I guess… and I was worried about narcolepticnemu, too ;o;
I don't know, I don't think there's anyway I can write down more of my feelings than that… I just don't know what to say, anymore. Not that there's many people left to read anyway, seeing as everyone keeps leaving LJ ¬.¬;;;
I guess I'll just have to find something Isshi-like to add to my sad little shrine-ish thing on top of my dvd player in my room…
At least I've seen plenty of quotes that Isshi has apparently said in various times, that make me feel better <3 But I think we should just take what I guess is our last words from him, from his last blog post (on that one day…), and run with them. I'm sure he'd expect no less ^^ *points to title*
Really, I can't help but feel winter gets worse every year. No wonder I hate it.
And now, the list of dead jrockers is just getting longer and longer…
Sigh.
In other (happier?) news, I finally got to go see the final Harry Potter film last week… so that's another chapter of something in my life closed. But I'm ok with it, it was good (except for that stupid, forever unnecessary epilogue part ¬.¬)
And besides I've got Pottermore to look forward to now :3
My username is/will be LumosNight62, if there's anyone else that got access to the early beta, share yours? :D I'm eagerly (and impatiently) awaiting my welcome mail, now. It's exciting! I could almost imagine that I'm awaiting my owl advising me I'm going to Hogwarts xD; /foreverchildish
And there's Kisumai's debut next week to be excited about (I'm awaiting the email telling me that my cds have shipped, almost as much as I am my Pottermore one xD). But I'll save Kisumai flail for next post, because it's related to today's bday xD;
At least with things to really look forward to, it's easy enough to keep my mind off sadder things, even just for a little while ♥
And for any of those sick of LJ, I do have a tumblr, though I really only post my photos and reblog fandom things… but all the same, it's here if you swing that way:
http://shikisai-vivid.tumblr.com/
Feel free to follow me, but I'll really only post proper posts here. I'm not leaving LJ, I enjoy my fandoms here too much ¬.¬;
Speaking of, is there's anyone who happens to stumble across this and likes Johnnys (especially Kisumai, NEWS, KATTUN, ABC-Z and Juniors) add me or something… I wish I had more friends who like the same things I do, that I can flail with ._.; /foreveralone
If I had anything else to add to this jumbled up post, I can't remember anymore, bah.
But really just… Isshi ;A;
I don't think I've ever had such a shock… well, Jasmine and Zill were, of course, but when I came home, and was looking up V-Last on Shattered-Tranquility (because their mailmag had said the drummer was leaving, and I wanted to make sure I hadn't mis-read it) and the top thing was that Isshi had died… it first I thought "oh, there's someone else called Isshi?" (because all I could see was the title) and then I scrolled down and saw the picture and just… something inside me (my heart? my stomach?) just dropped. Idk… the shock, I guess… and I was worried about narcolepticnemu, too ;o;
I don't know, I don't think there's anyway I can write down more of my feelings than that… I just don't know what to say, anymore. Not that there's many people left to read anyway, seeing as everyone keeps leaving LJ ¬.¬;;;
I guess I'll just have to find something Isshi-like to add to my sad little shrine-ish thing on top of my dvd player in my room…
At least I've seen plenty of quotes that Isshi has apparently said in various times, that make me feel better <3 But I think we should just take what I guess is our last words from him, from his last blog post (on that one day…), and run with them. I'm sure he'd expect no less ^^ *points to title*
Really, I can't help but feel winter gets worse every year. No wonder I hate it.
And now, the list of dead jrockers is just getting longer and longer…
Sigh.
In other (happier?) news, I finally got to go see the final Harry Potter film last week… so that's another chapter of something in my life closed. But I'm ok with it, it was good (except for that stupid, forever unnecessary epilogue part ¬.¬)
And besides I've got Pottermore to look forward to now :3
My username is/will be LumosNight62, if there's anyone else that got access to the early beta, share yours? :D I'm eagerly (and impatiently) awaiting my welcome mail, now. It's exciting! I could almost imagine that I'm awaiting my owl advising me I'm going to Hogwarts xD; /foreverchildish
And there's Kisumai's debut next week to be excited about (I'm awaiting the email telling me that my cds have shipped, almost as much as I am my Pottermore one xD). But I'll save Kisumai flail for next post, because it's related to today's bday xD;
At least with things to really look forward to, it's easy enough to keep my mind off sadder things, even just for a little while ♥
And for any of those sick of LJ, I do have a tumblr, though I really only post my photos and reblog fandom things… but all the same, it's here if you swing that way:
http://shikisai-vivid.tumblr.com/
Feel free to follow me, but I'll really only post proper posts here. I'm not leaving LJ, I enjoy my fandoms here too much ¬.¬;
Speaking of, is there's anyone who happens to stumble across this and likes Johnnys (especially Kisumai, NEWS, KATTUN, ABC-Z and Juniors) add me or something… I wish I had more friends who like the same things I do, that I can flail with ._.; /foreveralone
If I had anything else to add to this jumbled up post, I can't remember anymore, bah.