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Hmmm....
Home for the week. I got really sick somehow, brilliant timing I must say. But I'm trying to keep positive. At least I got an excuse to come home! And I don't have to worry about class or rehearsals this week now, so I can JUST work on my honors thesis (2 weeks and a day till it's due!!! ARGH!!!). Plus I'm forced to relax and prioritize and whatnot, which is a good lesson for me. Oh, and my sweet, sweet boyfriend drove up to take me home last night (I was seeing double and stuff and all I wanted was to go home!!!).
I'm actually feeling better anyways...I just HATE being sick when I'm away at school. It just sucks, really and truly.
Bah...slightly stressed out...but i'll make it through, I know I will.
It's so weird lately, I just feel so non-eating-disordered. It's like this whole element of my life is just...gone. And I mean, it's a good thing, ya know? But still when I actually think about it...it weirds me out a bit. And looking at pictures from last spring, goodness, I had no clue I looked like that, and I admit a part of me thinks "hey, you could do it again" I quite frankly have no desire to do so. I mean, it's just not WORTH it.
Though I worry what's going to happen when this thesis is done, when school is done, when I no longer have all this stuff to keep me busy and motivated. But I guess I'll cross that bridge when I come to it...
Alrighty...nyquil makes me sleeeeeeeeepy. I must be better by tomorrow! Argh! I swear my lungs are like, saturated with something and it's freaking gross. And my head's been all wonky like it's gonna fall off or something. But being home cures almost everything. So here's hoping to feeling better tomorrow so I can actually accomplish a significant amount on this thesis.
Home for the week. I got really sick somehow, brilliant timing I must say. But I'm trying to keep positive. At least I got an excuse to come home! And I don't have to worry about class or rehearsals this week now, so I can JUST work on my honors thesis (2 weeks and a day till it's due!!! ARGH!!!). Plus I'm forced to relax and prioritize and whatnot, which is a good lesson for me. Oh, and my sweet, sweet boyfriend drove up to take me home last night (I was seeing double and stuff and all I wanted was to go home!!!).
I'm actually feeling better anyways...I just HATE being sick when I'm away at school. It just sucks, really and truly.
Bah...slightly stressed out...but i'll make it through, I know I will.
It's so weird lately, I just feel so non-eating-disordered. It's like this whole element of my life is just...gone. And I mean, it's a good thing, ya know? But still when I actually think about it...it weirds me out a bit. And looking at pictures from last spring, goodness, I had no clue I looked like that, and I admit a part of me thinks "hey, you could do it again" I quite frankly have no desire to do so. I mean, it's just not WORTH it.
Though I worry what's going to happen when this thesis is done, when school is done, when I no longer have all this stuff to keep me busy and motivated. But I guess I'll cross that bridge when I come to it...
Alrighty...nyquil makes me sleeeeeeeeepy. I must be better by tomorrow! Argh! I swear my lungs are like, saturated with something and it's freaking gross. And my head's been all wonky like it's gonna fall off or something. But being home cures almost everything. So here's hoping to feeling better tomorrow so I can actually accomplish a significant amount on this thesis.