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At this point, I think it'd be quite sweet to die, just to spite my doctors and make them feel like shit for not listening to me. Fuck this. I want to have my life, I want to do all the things I know I could be doing. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. So angry. I am dying and no one is willing to help me.
Edited to add: I just made all my old entries private. Too much whining for anyone's good. Damn LJ though for not having a "select all" option. Dude that took me forever and a half. Er...this'll be private too shortly. I dunno what is up with me. Just kinda...isolating, and frustrated and pissed off.
Edited to add: I just made all my old entries private. Too much whining for anyone's good. Damn LJ though for not having a "select all" option. Dude that took me forever and a half. Er...this'll be private too shortly. I dunno what is up with me. Just kinda...isolating, and frustrated and pissed off.