oh good god
i've just sent an email out to respond to a possible creative writing internship for the summer
it makes me endlessly nervous
sooo i've been reading all my work and am cursing myself for not spending more time editing
i mean a lot of it is fine buuut a lot of it is either too long or i hate too much now to even think of sending along as definitive of my work as a whole
I FEEL INADEQUITE... i feel unprepared... i feel worried
i'm worried about the future
about achieving the future i have in my mind
i'm so worried about failing myself
i never want anyone to tell me they told me so
I NEED THIS
sooo cross your fingers that i can put something worthwhile together
and that i get the job
EEEEEK
it makes me endlessly nervous
sooo i've been reading all my work and am cursing myself for not spending more time editing
i mean a lot of it is fine buuut a lot of it is either too long or i hate too much now to even think of sending along as definitive of my work as a whole
I FEEL INADEQUITE... i feel unprepared... i feel worried
i'm worried about the future
about achieving the future i have in my mind
i'm so worried about failing myself
i never want anyone to tell me they told me so
I NEED THIS
sooo cross your fingers that i can put something worthwhile together
and that i get the job
EEEEEK