Pour me something tall and strong...

[moons_echo]

I get this immense depression every now and then, out of nowhere, and for seemingly no reason. It's a very sad, empty feeling, and a bit wistful. I don't understand it, I don't know where it comes from, and I don't know what I'm supposed to do about it. I'm perfectly happy the majority of the time, and even when I am upset about something, it's not the same feeling as this. This one just pops up.

It's not like I'm manic depressive or bipolar either. I wish this thing would leave me alone, I have no reason to be depressed, and having this feeling worries me because it makes me fear that I have some future disaster coming up.

I should be sleeping x_x