exit now.

[moonriverdreams]

the green fairy dances
and i close my eyes.

love?
above all things i believe in love.
love is like oxygen.
love is a many splendid thing.
love lifts us up where we belong.
all you need is love.

i wonder how it would feel
to fly.
liberating?
frightening?

one day i'll fly away.
leave all this to yesterday.

mackenzie says
she will not live in memories.
but right now
memories are all that i have.

the show must go on.

i watched peter pan
and i cried.
i watched the two towers
and i cried.

i don't know if you can see
the hidden world that i have.
the gut-wrenching fear that i have instilled in myself.

i fear loneliness.

if love is what everybody needs
why doesn't everybody have it?
where do we belong?

all that i want right now
is a friend.
who won't question me.
who has their own world.
and we can sit for long periods of time.
and not worry about awkward silences.
because we are comfortable with just being.

exchange the sunshine for brown eyes and dark skies.