i am a person too.
i hate it when people walk all over me and make me feel like dirt! i just got home from volleyball at the church, because i decided i had to leave or i'd cry. in the past, abraham has frustrated me and made me sort of mad with his rudeness and inconsideration for others... but tonight was completely out- of- hand. it seemed like every moment was another opportunity for him to point out the fact that i SUCK at volleyball. hey abe-- believe it or not, i KNOW i suck at volleyball! I DON'T NEED YOU REMINDING ME EVERY FREAKING SECOND! thank you for the offer, though! gads, people make me feel so stupid sometimes! besides the fact that i was actually TRYING! ok, i already feel inferior enough... i really don't need people running me into the ground all the time.
i've been watching life through a window for the past week or so... and i'm getting really tired of it. i'm tired of everything. i'm tired of people who don't keep their promises... people who turn their backs on you when you're not perfect... people who don't accept you because you believe differently then they... people who really don't care about you but pretend they do... people who actually just want to hurt you as badly as they can. i'm sick and tired of everyone being a jerk, and i'm going to do something about it. what this world needs is a loooot of love and a loooot of jesus.
do roses really smell like woo-woo-woo?
i'm so glad kristin chenoweth is getting famous. her performance as glinda in 'wicked' has gotten her a tony nomination! :-) i am so happy for her. she was great in the 2001 music man. not right for the role of marian, but she did very well with it.
today was tracy's wedding. marcy was a bridesmaid and... SHE WAS THE PRETTIEST! (hehe... but that's always the case!) lori went first, because... DUH! SHE'S THE SHORTEST! but they all looked beautiful. at the reception, i could have sworn i saw- what's his name?- ISAAC VAUGHN! yes! and i was like "no! it couldn't be him!" but then tracy went to bryan adams and she graduated a year before isaac... so maybe it was him! if so, he lost a huge load of weight!
i've been reading way too much lately. i'm starting to get really tired and i can't focus on the words on the page. earlier today, i actually had to pull out my nappy GLASSES! ugh! mom says i have to wear them next year to school anyway, so i might as well get used to them... :-( "if you want contacts for college, you have to prove you're responsible and wear your glasses!" very sad indeed. but oh well. i *do* kind of want to see at my graduation, so maybe i can get contacts by then.
we might go camping in a week or so! i'm excited! "by the soft glow of the cmin-ih-nee-uh... we can eat... WEENERS!" sha-boom will have a blast. i am also looking forward to swing dancing again. and driving. WOOHOO!
the kids next door are scaring me even more. ricky is always killing frogs these days, and papa caught him a lightning bug and he squashed it and laughed. do you guys realize that kids who enjoy killing animals are the ones that usually grow up to be homicidal maniacs? well... i do. and it scares me.
i need a good long bike ride. this morning jacob came over and i was eating breakfast in my pajamas and offered him some, and the way he said "no, i'm all- right" was HILARIOUS! and i think i snorted on my water... but this made me smile even more.
almost to the end of the fourth harry potter... i should go get 5 sometime. seems like most people are awaiting the release of 6... but i haven't even bought 5 yet! it's good to know that i've read 3 and 4 twice, though.
i'm loaded right now! i've got like $125 and a check at the end of the month for... $200? lemme check... no, $180. cuz i have to miss three days of work- two for camp, and one for the choir tour. did i mention the kid who peed while we were on the playground? he is in val's class and he almost hit a girl from my class! i was like... "hey victoria... let's play over here!" hehe...
i need to catch up on my novels. i've let them get overgrown with adolescent hormones... and i need to get to the meat of the stories. there's so much that i want to say in my writing... so much more than i am right now. and i don't know how to correct that. what am i doing wrong? i get an idea, and i run with it. sigh. let's be blunt... i'm a little distracted by guys at the moment. they are so frustrating. but they are so interesting too! sigh.
i guess i'll just go now. i am still feeling like crap because of abraham... but maybe that's what he wanted.
-tib
i've been watching life through a window for the past week or so... and i'm getting really tired of it. i'm tired of everything. i'm tired of people who don't keep their promises... people who turn their backs on you when you're not perfect... people who don't accept you because you believe differently then they... people who really don't care about you but pretend they do... people who actually just want to hurt you as badly as they can. i'm sick and tired of everyone being a jerk, and i'm going to do something about it. what this world needs is a loooot of love and a loooot of jesus.
do roses really smell like woo-woo-woo?
i'm so glad kristin chenoweth is getting famous. her performance as glinda in 'wicked' has gotten her a tony nomination! :-) i am so happy for her. she was great in the 2001 music man. not right for the role of marian, but she did very well with it.
today was tracy's wedding. marcy was a bridesmaid and... SHE WAS THE PRETTIEST! (hehe... but that's always the case!) lori went first, because... DUH! SHE'S THE SHORTEST! but they all looked beautiful. at the reception, i could have sworn i saw- what's his name?- ISAAC VAUGHN! yes! and i was like "no! it couldn't be him!" but then tracy went to bryan adams and she graduated a year before isaac... so maybe it was him! if so, he lost a huge load of weight!
i've been reading way too much lately. i'm starting to get really tired and i can't focus on the words on the page. earlier today, i actually had to pull out my nappy GLASSES! ugh! mom says i have to wear them next year to school anyway, so i might as well get used to them... :-( "if you want contacts for college, you have to prove you're responsible and wear your glasses!" very sad indeed. but oh well. i *do* kind of want to see at my graduation, so maybe i can get contacts by then.
we might go camping in a week or so! i'm excited! "by the soft glow of the cmin-ih-nee-uh... we can eat... WEENERS!" sha-boom will have a blast. i am also looking forward to swing dancing again. and driving. WOOHOO!
the kids next door are scaring me even more. ricky is always killing frogs these days, and papa caught him a lightning bug and he squashed it and laughed. do you guys realize that kids who enjoy killing animals are the ones that usually grow up to be homicidal maniacs? well... i do. and it scares me.
i need a good long bike ride. this morning jacob came over and i was eating breakfast in my pajamas and offered him some, and the way he said "no, i'm all- right" was HILARIOUS! and i think i snorted on my water... but this made me smile even more.
almost to the end of the fourth harry potter... i should go get 5 sometime. seems like most people are awaiting the release of 6... but i haven't even bought 5 yet! it's good to know that i've read 3 and 4 twice, though.
i'm loaded right now! i've got like $125 and a check at the end of the month for... $200? lemme check... no, $180. cuz i have to miss three days of work- two for camp, and one for the choir tour. did i mention the kid who peed while we were on the playground? he is in val's class and he almost hit a girl from my class! i was like... "hey victoria... let's play over here!" hehe...
i need to catch up on my novels. i've let them get overgrown with adolescent hormones... and i need to get to the meat of the stories. there's so much that i want to say in my writing... so much more than i am right now. and i don't know how to correct that. what am i doing wrong? i get an idea, and i run with it. sigh. let's be blunt... i'm a little distracted by guys at the moment. they are so frustrating. but they are so interesting too! sigh.
i guess i'll just go now. i am still feeling like crap because of abraham... but maybe that's what he wanted.
-tib