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ok, the lines below were typed by me last night, as the huge storm came in. i wasn't finished updating, so i saved the entry (go tracy!) and here it is:
>>vaaaaal is going on a daaaate tomorrow! :-) (tracy is feeling like a 6 year old who thinks boys have cooties, but inside is just sad that val is becoming a *dater* before she is...) actually, i think it's awesome that you finally snagged a date with someone remotely respectable... i myself am still trying to pick someone and force them to take me out. and i bet yours will go wonderfully. just decide before you go, if you want him to kiss you or not. you don't want to be caught up in the moment and then he kisses you and then you're like, "crap! i just wasted my first kiss on someone i have no chance of ever seriously dating!" lol. just think about it.
today was so tiring. and my sunburn is KILLING me! and i can't get the preacher's son off my mind... but in a bad way. i keep thinking about how non- attractive to me he is, and how this whole thing is a mess, with his parents wanting us to get together and everything. and i really don't want to hurt him-- i really don't... but he seems like the kind of person that you really have to be firm with, to make them understand that you don't like them. did that make sense? ah well.
tomorrow anthony and i might go thrift store hopping! it'll be good to do something with him again. we haven't hung out in a long while. but then we probably won't do it, i'm just hoping falsely. nothing ever works out like it's supposed to any more. :-( today was parent's day out and then salt team gunk and then 40 days babysitting. and now i need to crash. there were so many cute moments at pdo with the crazy chilluns, i can't even begin to list them. kids make me so happy. i cannot WAIT to have my own. they're going to be so fun! :-) yeah... so summer is getting into gear and i'm ready. my back is burned in the pattern of my new swimsuit, so now i have to wear that one all summer so the tan part of my back will be exposed! hehe...
camp is going to be extremely fun. yaaaay!
jacob just called! wahaha...
i have to urinate. but it can wait. oops- too late! must be my fate... my pee's first rate! (better than kate's... with you, my puddle of pee i will mandate... leopold will take away the hate and something something...?)<<
that's the end of what i had typed. now, for the here and now:
yes. my grandma just came over because her power is still out from last night... and she gave me and my sis each $100! *woohoooo!* added to the $22 i already had, and the $53 i got last night for babysitting... this = fun at the mall today with marcy! yaay!
the storm was aaaawesome. hey val- what a coincidence that when that HUGE bolt of lightning (and subsequently, that excruciatingly loud thunder) struck, we were BOTH in our front yards with our dads! OMG! how exciting! and i actually did scream, then ran inside. gosh, storms terrify me. but i am so interested in them! remember when i was obsessed with 'twister' and ordered all that stuff from the nssl and noaa and learned all about weather patterns and tornadoes? those were the days... i had a little weather station in my room with storm charts and maps :-)
yeah.
so i'mma go shopping with marcy now. marchele was going to meet us for lunch, but now she's going swimming at matt's. :-( this makes me sad. people seem to have fun with other people instead of me. am i boring?! :-( at times it feels like nobody likes me! sniff, sniff.
i shall depart now.
~tib
>>vaaaaal is going on a daaaate tomorrow! :-) (tracy is feeling like a 6 year old who thinks boys have cooties, but inside is just sad that val is becoming a *dater* before she is...) actually, i think it's awesome that you finally snagged a date with someone remotely respectable... i myself am still trying to pick someone and force them to take me out. and i bet yours will go wonderfully. just decide before you go, if you want him to kiss you or not. you don't want to be caught up in the moment and then he kisses you and then you're like, "crap! i just wasted my first kiss on someone i have no chance of ever seriously dating!" lol. just think about it.
today was so tiring. and my sunburn is KILLING me! and i can't get the preacher's son off my mind... but in a bad way. i keep thinking about how non- attractive to me he is, and how this whole thing is a mess, with his parents wanting us to get together and everything. and i really don't want to hurt him-- i really don't... but he seems like the kind of person that you really have to be firm with, to make them understand that you don't like them. did that make sense? ah well.
tomorrow anthony and i might go thrift store hopping! it'll be good to do something with him again. we haven't hung out in a long while. but then we probably won't do it, i'm just hoping falsely. nothing ever works out like it's supposed to any more. :-( today was parent's day out and then salt team gunk and then 40 days babysitting. and now i need to crash. there were so many cute moments at pdo with the crazy chilluns, i can't even begin to list them. kids make me so happy. i cannot WAIT to have my own. they're going to be so fun! :-) yeah... so summer is getting into gear and i'm ready. my back is burned in the pattern of my new swimsuit, so now i have to wear that one all summer so the tan part of my back will be exposed! hehe...
camp is going to be extremely fun. yaaaay!
jacob just called! wahaha...
i have to urinate. but it can wait. oops- too late! must be my fate... my pee's first rate! (better than kate's... with you, my puddle of pee i will mandate... leopold will take away the hate and something something...?)<<
that's the end of what i had typed. now, for the here and now:
yes. my grandma just came over because her power is still out from last night... and she gave me and my sis each $100! *woohoooo!* added to the $22 i already had, and the $53 i got last night for babysitting... this = fun at the mall today with marcy! yaay!
the storm was aaaawesome. hey val- what a coincidence that when that HUGE bolt of lightning (and subsequently, that excruciatingly loud thunder) struck, we were BOTH in our front yards with our dads! OMG! how exciting! and i actually did scream, then ran inside. gosh, storms terrify me. but i am so interested in them! remember when i was obsessed with 'twister' and ordered all that stuff from the nssl and noaa and learned all about weather patterns and tornadoes? those were the days... i had a little weather station in my room with storm charts and maps :-)
yeah.
so i'mma go shopping with marcy now. marchele was going to meet us for lunch, but now she's going swimming at matt's. :-( this makes me sad. people seem to have fun with other people instead of me. am i boring?! :-( at times it feels like nobody likes me! sniff, sniff.
i shall depart now.
~tib