Found Poem

[moonray31]

I am the hate you try to hide
And I control you
I will let you down
And I will hurt you

I know that you will try to change me
Make me wiser, to act my age
To make me a little softer

Conversations that went on terrible paths
I share with complete strangers the most personal of secrets and acts
Feed me the words to explain this urge (sadness?)
Pulled from seclusion, dragged out of my room
I’m so easily broken
Nothing you say can and will ever penetrate
Because of these walls that I create
I’ll pick my mood and then begin to wreak havoc
I think I’ve found my new addiction tonight
(I'll over analyze your words)

For what it’s worth, I’ve always admired you
I know I’m not stable right now