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Humans in the aggregate are getting less interesting by the day. The individuals I love are just as delightfully fascinating as ever, but I think my benevolent love for all mankind is draining into a spiral of poo.
Maybe it's the reintroduction of meat into my diet, but I've lost that blind belief that what I do will make big differences, if not on the geopolitical stage, than at least karmically. Once I read in a Noam Chompsky book that the American habit of consuming meat.is what keeps third world countries selling us their grain, which they ought to be eating themselves. Essentially, meat=various dooms and glooms. But it's tasty! It's very tasty. And what is the ultimate flavor of life if not the misery of oneself and others? Ugh, what an awful string of sentences.
Why isn't Lauren Hill bad ass? She fell apart after Miseducation of, and that's what's wrong with this world.
I am completely betrayed by the administration at my school; I think that's the stem of this bitty crisis.