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i should be excited that my horse is abotu to have a baby, but im not. im not even a little excited for several reasons. (1)i have to sleep at the barn with my mom and wake up every few hours until the baby is born. (2) if i didn't have to sleep at the barn tonite i could sleep at preps house and her dads not home... (3) i have to deal with the stupid god damned religious lady who is set on A-seeing the baby born and B-getting me to train her horse. she calls me every day to see if my mare is almost ready to foal and then talks my ear off about how much she wants me to work with her horse. i hate adults! they dont understand that summer is when the unemployed teenager wants to have no responsibilities. but these old people keep trying to get me to come do something for them weekly or daily or whatever on a regular schedule. and i can't blow them off entirely so i have to talk to them and see them on occasion. other than that though i'm quite happy, if not incredibly bored with emily gone, and having to go out to spend another lovely night with my mom at the barn again in about half an hour, giving me no time to see any other friends. sigh, at least i had fun at my moms work party.