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So I found the perfect house. big kitchen, four bedroom, two bath, huge back yard perfect for fires and gatherings, nice master bedroom, gorgeous decor, everything's been redone, new roof, beautiful fixtures, large mirrors everywhere an incredibly impossibly low price for what it has (which means the potential for doubling my investment in this house is incredibly high when the market goes back up, which it's starting to do as we speak)..................
and it's an additional 20 minutes from where I'm at now..............
which means it can take 45 mins to an hour to see my friends and family in st. pete.
so i have a decision to make. Pass up a once in a life time awesome house to stay closer to those i love in st pete or seize the opportunity and risk losing the last few connections to my old life in st pete. I was hoping this move would bring me closer to my friends or at least easier to get to them. apparently it's too much to ask for by wanting a nice house that will allow me access to my friend within twenty minutes. Everything takes at least half an hour. and now it's going to take at least 45 minutes. as it is, i've lost most of my friends in st pete because it was too difficult trying to visit everyone on a consistent basis and very few people can or will go see me in this horrible city.
i just can't win.
and now i have a headache from crying.
i hate my ovaries.
and it's an additional 20 minutes from where I'm at now..............
which means it can take 45 mins to an hour to see my friends and family in st. pete.
so i have a decision to make. Pass up a once in a life time awesome house to stay closer to those i love in st pete or seize the opportunity and risk losing the last few connections to my old life in st pete. I was hoping this move would bring me closer to my friends or at least easier to get to them. apparently it's too much to ask for by wanting a nice house that will allow me access to my friend within twenty minutes. Everything takes at least half an hour. and now it's going to take at least 45 minutes. as it is, i've lost most of my friends in st pete because it was too difficult trying to visit everyone on a consistent basis and very few people can or will go see me in this horrible city.
i just can't win.
and now i have a headache from crying.
i hate my ovaries.