Mar 10, 2005 15:12
I dont know why I trust people. I always end up getting hurt. No matter how good you are or try to be, it will never be enouh for ANYONE.
On top of being in extreme pain from having my tonsils removed, I am so hurt and dissapointed right now that I am crying. And I havent cried in a really long time. I just cant believe that something like this would happen to me when I try to do everything I can...it just doesnt matter cause I will ALWAYS be the one who gets screwed. If anyone else was in my position...believe me it'd be fixed by now or the whole fucking thing would be called off. Bu becasue its me...its tough shit...oh i feel bad but what are you gonna do...oh well
fuck everyone...